Before Facebook, or Friendster, or Gringo, or MySpace, or Grindr, or G4M, or PlanetRomeo, or even Picturetrail (I'm flexing my memory here), there was MIRC. More than 10 years ago, IRC was a popular venue for gay men to meet up ( or hook up) with other gay men. Paki recall ang maingay na dial-up modem please? Tapos aawayin ko pa nanay ko kung bigla niyang inaangat yung extension ng telepono kapag online ako. At 2.5k pesos ang unlimited internet noong araw! If I remember it correctly, it was a college friend Trissie who instructed me how to download, install, chat and enter gay chat rooms with MIRC. Yes, isang gurl ang nagturo sa aking umalembang digitally. So thanks to her, nandito na ako sa online world! Bilang isang Neo Bading, di ko pa alam ang mga pwede at di pwede kong gawin pagdating sa aking security. I was friendly to everyone online kasi I was still very much curious about this new world called Kabadingan. I cannot forget the first guy I met up with. Tawagin natin siya sa pangalang W. Gusto ninyong maloka? He said he was straight, has a girlfriend and that he's just open minded lang to meet other guys. Sige, tambling na.
I invited him to come over to our house. Again, freshie pa ako nun and didn't realize I could have gotten in trouble with what I did. But he was a good guy. He was about 5 years older, Chinese, medyo mataba, braces, not too tall, talks very well (Atenista 'day. Twinkle naman ang eyes ko) and has lots of money! Hahaha. Kahit na Chinese siya, he wasn't my type. Hindi naman talaga siya gwapo. Pero na-attract pa rin ako sa kanya because he was a gentleman. Actually pinagalitan pa niya ako pagkapasok niya sa bahay namin. He was telling me not to trust people I meet online and never tell them where I live. I listened naman.
W treated me to dinner in ATC. A couple of high school and college friends saw me pa nga (you see, this is why I hate ATC. I'm bound to see someone I know!). They asked about the stranger I was with. Sabi ko na lang na W's a classmate. And I always get away with that alibi. After dinner I drove us back to my house, stayed in my room and lied in bed. Sa totoo lang walang sex na nanyari. Ngunit may isang malaking PERO. I told him na virgin pa ako at never pa ako nakakita ng hubad na lalake in person. Hindi pa ako nakakakita ng titi ng ibang lalake! Peksman totoo yun. Heto naman si W, isang willing na teacher, he unbuttoned his fly habang nakahiga sa kama ko at ayun na.
Eiffel Tower in the flesh. Emphasis sa flesh.
Ang unang titi ng ibang lalake na nakita ko nang up close and personal. Nakakaloka. Para akong nakatitig sa aparition ng Birheng Maria dahil natameme ako nang bongang-bonga. He was having a hard-on at ngayon ko lang na-realize, after all these years, as I'm writing this entry, that he was excited with the situation.
"Gusto mong hawakan?"
Siyempre, dahil sa windang in loka levels, napa "Oo" naman ako nang 1,000 times. Excited??
Hinawakan ko na parang nakahawak sa stick shift. Himas, pisil. Hindi masyado mahaba pero mataba (uy. Biglang may natandaan akong ex. Hihihihi). Kakaibang feeling. Tuwang-tuwa ako. More himas, some more pisil. He was moaning. Ako naman, more tuwa levels. Para akong nalalaro ng joystick ng Pacman. A few more minutes he buttoned up his jeans and hugged me in bed. Clearly, this is not a sex story kasi tapos na ang genitalia exposure!
We were back to talking when he asked me if I liked kissing.
"I haven't kissed anyone yet," sabi ni yours truly.
"Not even a girl?"
"No" (Ew kaya).
He asked me to go on top of him (may Laila Dee syndrome 'tong lalake I swear) and then we started kissing. Well, HE was kissing me. I was just there... Frozen.... And submissive. Parang oral slave. LOL!!!! I felt his tongue play inside my mouth, then gently sucked my tongue. French Kissing in the Philippines, di ba? Wala akong naramdamang excitement kasi ume-effort akong naka patong sa kanya eh medyo jubes siya nang slight.
I'm getting bored making kwento about this. Basta he was my first kalaplapan and titi encounter (FYI, I gave and received my first blow job with my first boyfriend. Tapos more himas and pisil in the next 3 months. 3 months lang talaga, 'no?? Hahaha). Yun na. Yun lang ang nag-iisang beses na nakita ko si W though we kept in touch for a while through texting. Ang huling balita ko lang was he went abroad to study culinary arts or something similar and that was the end of it.
ANYWAY, recently I was going through my address book and saw W's name again. Searched for him on Facebook at ayun, he's alive and kicking. AT ang laki na ng pinayat na niya ha. He looks older though. I guess bumigay na siya dahil base sa mga litrato niya sa Facebook, meron siyang jowang afam. Nakakatuwa lang ma-recall ang ilang bahagi ng aking pagdadalaga.
Wala lang. Share ko lang. Yun lang.