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Tuesday, 17 August 2010

Dahil sa Text

As I was staring at the darkness, trying to fall asleep, a friend texted me this message.

"everybody seems kinda lost these past few months. I hope di ganun ang situation mo."

I was intrigued and at the same time touched. I rarely get messages of concern from friends. And this one made my day.

But it's true that lately things haven't been very well with a lot of people who I know. As for the degree of trouble that they have, it's not that tragic. But problems still, nevertheless. And I miss seeing my friends smile. Ako din, I have my own problems. Everyday, I get the same work headaches over and over again. And then some. But I try to keep sane through positivity.

Everyone has problems naman, right? May mga sipleng problema, may komplikado, and there are problems na hindi naman actually problema like love. Kaartehan lang.

Aminin!

Dahil sa love problems, dalawa lang ang pagpipilian mo. Oo o hindi. Tikman o magpatikim. Subukan o umiwas. Sumubo o lumuwa. Spit or swallow.

CHOZ!!!

Kung ano man ang desisyon mo, PAREHONG may maganda at di masyadong magandang kahihinatnan which is fine. That's life.

Me, I worry about work. I worry about why I seem to get weaker. I worry about where I will be in the future. I worry about my friends. I worry about my boyfriend. I think friends have this impression na wala akong problema. Probably because I don't post much about my problems and issues. Or I don't talk or write about it on my blog. All they see are happy pictures with friends and the boyfriend. Plus a Mom who's an excellent provider. But I do have this weight on my shoulders that just doesn't go away easily. Siguro kaya din may insomnia ako minsan dahil sa kaiisip. It's not easy to have this responsibility to act as a leader of an organization.

But you know, life isn't all about that. Every now and then, I have to remind myself about the lesson I learned from Brian. Death can choose anyone to be next in line. Mapa bata o matanda. Life is too short to spend on worries.

So keep on posting your happy thoughts and keep taking happy pictures and then share them. It's all about that.

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Meanwhile, naaawa ako dito sa kotcheng bumanga sa Avanza. Nakita ko kaninang umagawa. It's a BMW 1. Tapos cute pa yung may-ari (nasa likod ng naka dark polo na lalakeng jubez). Kawawa naman siya (sniff, sniff). Di ko lang nakunan ng pic. Sayang. La lang, landi lang.

11 comments:

  1. ung BMW ang bumangga sa Avanza ryt? tapos dun ka naawa? ahahha..see, pag pogi ang driver nandun ang empathy haha...

    i just read the Brian post, it's really sad, and nagulat ako sa first paragraph...:)

    btw: magandang gawing header ung nakatalikod ka sa bangka ba yun? maraming may gusto dun ahaha :P

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  2. ako din madalang mag share ng problem sa mga friends and kahit sa blog ko,gusto ko kasi lagi happy thoughts...hehe

    sayang di mo nakunan ng picture un driver!

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  3. Soltero - sorry. bakla lang. LOL!! I will consider your suggestion. :)

    Mac - God had his reason kung bakit hangang ganun lang ang encounter namin ni Brian. Probably to teach me a lesson. And it was learned naman. Positivity, always keep in mind.

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  4. sabi nga nung DJ sa radio na pinapakinggan ko, "sa sobrang pagiisip sa future, nakakalimutan na ng mga tao ang maging masaya at pageenjoy ng kasalukuyan".

    balance lang felips. minsan isipin ang future pero mas ok na ienjoy lang kung ano meron ngayon. :)

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  5. hahaha - both Soltero and I have the same observation while I was reading through your entry - doon ka talaga naawa sa nakabangga! hahahahahaha

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  6. I will always remember you for being the positive one. *lol parang eulogy lang*

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  7. Jepoy - yep yep. :D

    iurico - di ba nakaka-awa siya? baka kailngan niya ng shoulder to cry on, nandito lang ang dibdib ko. Walang malisya, pramis. LOL

    Darc - :D

    Ikotoki - salamat sa pakikiramay. Hahaha.

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  8. nice post. i was stressing over something this afternoon, pero after reading this, i'm reminded of the bigger picture. thanks for giving me the much needed perspective. naks. hehe.

    ano kaya kung ako nabanga nung bm? naalala ko tuloy yung isang scene sa 200 pound beauty (korean movie), swak na swak dun siguro ang gagawin ko. haha

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  9. frank - thanks for dropping by. :) ma download nga ang movie na yan. :)

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